The Losses Are Mounting

What good is the proof I'm holding?
You just cracked my nerves against this floor
C'mon man, just me I'm trying
Give me less at least, but I need more
Bruised among the rest
The losing is mounting
Wrecked but claiming blessed
The losing is mounting

What I'm bound to know is certain
Words from family offer no hope
Tie me to a horse, over this misery
Whose course I can't avoid